Freedom

Where are you?

I don't know about you reader and what you struggle with, but my struggle is and seems to have always been food.  Through weight gain, weight loss, and everything in between, it hangs over my head.

It rears it's ugly head at the grocery.  When I shop for clothes.  Even when I just try on clothes or look in the mirror.  Sometimes stepping into the kitchen is a battle.

I just want to know when it's going to end.

I think the major frustration right now is that I am joining the Weight Watchers team (depending on all of the training) and I'm frustrated because I am two pounds over my two pound limit.

And the totally frustrating part is that I tracked well (only two rough times) and only lost 0.2 pounds.  Ugh!  And granted, it could be the medicine that I am on...and in two weeks, that will be over.

For right now, it's everywhere I look.

However, the shining light is The Light.  This is an area that God can have and wants to have.  I want to bring glory and honor to Him.  I can lay it at His feet and rest in His many promises of peace and strength.

So, tonight, that's what I am doing.  Just laying it (well, throwing more like it) at His feet again and again until one day, I can experience and live in the freedom of it!