What I want to say back is...do you know how much time I poured into you? Do you realize how much that hurts? Do you even care? What does your walk with Jesus look like right now? Is that why you don't want to get together?
I asked her if everything was okay and if I had offended her.
"Everything's fine. I just don't want to talk."
I know I wasn't the best small group leader, but I was a good small group leader. I cared for my girls and tried to be there for them as much as I could. I wish she knew how much those two simple words hurt. I'm glad she was honest, and I'm trying to not dwell on the negative. There are still many more girls in the group that I can try to invest in as they live life. It does make me second guess myself though a little and wonder if I should invest in a new group in the fall or not.