How horrible is this? My mom called me tonight to go over with me the menu for Christmas with her husband's side. Wow...I think I have taken this food thing too far when my mom isn't sure what I'll eat at a family get together. I keep telling myself 10 more pounds and I really think that in ten I'm done. I'll have lost almost 60 pounds then and will be at a "healthy" weight. I've come so far...I just don't know where to go with it from here.
There's still this fear that if I don't work out and don't really watch the types of food that I eat, that I'm going to gain it back...I've come too far to go back.