There are days that I want to be in a relationship. There are days that I'm frustrated because I'm not in one. Most of my friends are either in a serious relationship, engaged, or married. I don't understand why I'm not in one. I'm a smart girl, who works out, takes care of her body, is pretty smart, can carry a conversation, can cook, and somewhat physically attractive. I dress nicely...what's the deal?
While there are some guys that I might find interesting, there isn't anyone pursuing me. But tonight, I at least had some understanding that for right now, God has me in a season of others. One of my small group girls is going through a really rough family situation and while I was visiting with some of the girls tonight...they suggested a sleepover. So, twenty-four hours from now, I'll have possibly 7 high school girls here and I'll be trying to get some sleep.
Yes, I'm excited that I have the chance to invest in these girls' lives...but my heart still longs for a relationship that, hopefully, someday, God will bring together.