Tuesday, November 18, 2008

I'm an Idiot

I’m not really an idiot…but sometimes I let others make me feel like one. I don’t even know why I care. Lately, it’s been at school that I feel inferior…but I’m a good teacher (most days). Today, it was at the gym. It just feels that sometimes there is nothing I can do to make these guys accept me.

I know…that’s where my problem is. They don’t need to accept me and that’s the way I need to live my life. I have full acceptance through Christ…I just have to claim it. And remember that these guys at the gym have no say over who I am…(yes, Troy, I'm sure you can infer one of the guys)

4 comments:

Ward said...

Cathy - I enjoyed reading your blog.. Not sure how I found it, but keep up the good work. I look forward to following your journey...

Anonymous said...

Girl, you just keep pushing on! I don't know the guys and what all goes on there, but keep at it regardless of what they say/do! You are an awesome woman of God and a great teacher...never forget that!

I'll share with you a verse of scripture...well, part of one anyway...Psalm 46:10 Be still, and know that I am God. Isn't that awesome?

Stacia

Kathy Douglas said...

You are listening to the wrong voice. You know where that is coming from, don't you? God says He made you for a purpose and you are fulfilling that purpose. You are a Princess...a child of the King. Don't let anyone tell you differently!!!

Anonymous said...

Cathy, I can relate to your feelings. I had these feelings in the past until I discovered that as soon as I made a conscious effort to really love myself unconditionally that I attracted the same to me. It is your smile, laughter and confidence that will draw others to you for they will want the same for themselves. God never makes mistakes, and you are his greatest accomplishment!