Grace

I messed up. And more than once. 

There could be consequences and even if there are not, the mental agony that I've gone thru is horrendous. 

I never want to go thru this again. 

What I've learned is this...grace is overwhelming. And completely undeserved. I am finding it hard to forgive myself and move on. 

But with every day that I move forward is a day where I can thank God for His love, forgiveness, and His grace. 

There is freedom in surrender. And that is what I choose to do. Regardless.