Summer bucket list

It's good to have goals. It's also good to go with the flow. 

I've got a few goals this summer...

- plan a wedding

- sleep in

- update my computer so I can update my iPhone 

- read, read, and read 

- pick blueberries

- get 100% every week for my activity in WW

- get myself together (I am entering counseling again for some anxiety)

- working on the 40 day challenge of decluttering

- live and enjoy each slow or fast day...whatever it may be

Do you have any?

Music

Music has been pouring out of my car, phone, and computer for the past two days.  I am clinging to God's truth about who I am. 

He is good.  His love is good.  He is graceful.  When I can't stand, I can fall on Him. 

And while I can't change anything, I can move forward.  I can cling to His truth and proclaim that He is what makes me righteous before Him.

Thank you, Father.  I don't feel it.  But I'll take it.  And I'm thankful for a day that's coming...

Grace

I messed up. And more than once. 

There could be consequences and even if there are not, the mental agony that I've gone thru is horrendous. 

I never want to go thru this again. 

What I've learned is this...grace is overwhelming. And completely undeserved. I am finding it hard to forgive myself and move on. 

But with every day that I move forward is a day where I can thank God for His love, forgiveness, and His grace. 

There is freedom in surrender. And that is what I choose to do. Regardless.